Wednesday, October 10, 2012

How much is life worth?

What if you were told there was a doctor who had a cure for cancer but the FDA was preventing this from getting out? This is what we heard recently from a dear friend. She sent us the 1 1/2 hour link to watch. She warned us the cost was $60,000. But it worked fast and had no side effects.

I couldn't wait to get home and check it out. I started thinking of the benefit money, things we could sell, investments we could cash in and we could refinance the house. 'We could do this' became my mantra and my heart sang. The more I watched about Dr. Brusinski the more excited I became. It is during the last 10 minutes that a list rolls up of the types of cancer this treatment cures. Ours wasn't mentioned.

So we are back to what? Reality? Denial? Immense sadness? Where I am is 'in this minute', not 'this day' or 'this hour'. I'm doing the best I can with the coping abilities God has given me and leaning on the strength of those holding us up.

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