Hi God it's me again. I'm learning that no matter what I do there is no certainty in life that it will turn out the way I want. There is only one certainty and that is You. You hold all the cards. On them are the sun, the rain, the climate and everything else.
I can pray and even believe you will heal Steven, but you already know how this all turns out so do I still keep asking? Do you ever change your mind? I know Moses pleaded for the Israelites and you reconsidered and changed your mind. Who is my Moses? I hear you say to me that even if you don't answer this prayer you are answering other prayers of mine. I guess I have to settle for that. Gosh, I'm sorry, I sound so ungrateful. This just seems so big to me.