Do you ever wonder if God is making a mistake? He says He causes all things to work together for good, but I'm not sure I can wait that long. I don't want something good to come out of this, I want Him to take it away. I want to tell Him there is nothing He can ever do to make up for this because this it too much.
I want to play "Let's Make a Deal" with Him because I feel it worked before. What else can I give except me? Is it all I really have? Surly I have more than that? I hold out my hands and they are empty
I read how He is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine. I don't know when or how, through this trial, but I know why...because He promises He will. Cling to this, hold tight, watch empty hands raise in thankfulness for what you cannot see.