I'm better today, but kind of numb. My remote quit for the T.V., my phone was out of charge completely and I accidentally put orange juice in my coffee. But things are gonna get better. I just have to wake up.
I didn't say anything to Steven about my wrestling with God. Nor did he walk in on me laying on his side of the bed shaking my fist at the ceiling. He spontaneously suggested going out to eat. Wow! Its been a long time since we did that. So I got all pretty and we went to Captain's Table. What fun we had. Teasing and bantering each other. Making goofy faces at the other as we ate. Really, do other people do this? I left my 'take home' food there by accident, but we had such a good time, it didn't matter.
Today is a new day to enjoy together. I'm off to do my Pilates/yoga and spend some time with God, then it's a breakfast tray for two with Steven.