Wednesday, July 31, 2013

My Dearest Steven, I'm So Sad

My dearest Steven, I am so sad I can't hardly stand it. Can I wake up please God? I want this to be some kind of mistake, but time and a funeral tell me this is no mistake.

I wear your robe all the time. I'm sure you don't mind. I haven't been able to open your wallet, such a personal thing. I found a beautiful necklace in your closet. It was still in the case. I thought since you never gave it to me, it must be for someone else. But the receipt shows it was purchased the same day as my wedding ring. Who keeps a necklace for 20 years and doesn't give it to their wife? Maybe you were saving it for when I had our child. Sorry I miscarried.

You are with our child now. I said a girl and you said a boy. Now you know who was right. Oh Steven, come home to me.


  1. Oh Denise, hurting for you. You will go through the range of emotions...just let them come and know that we are here to pray for you and support you in any way we can. Heather and Family

  2. Denice, I am so sorry that you are hurting so badly. I keep you in my thoughts and prayers daily. Take comfort in knowing that Steve is fine - and that he is babysitting! You will feel better I promise.

  3. Today's blog like many have broken my heart for you. I praise God that Steven is healed and standing at the feet of Jesus with your child. I know that it breaks your heart. I read this quote and wanted to share it with along with a couple of verses. God has a plan for you that even you cannot imagine.
    “Trouble comes to us all in this life: we set our hearts on things which it isn't God's will for us to have, and then we go sorrowing”.
    This is the verse that reminds me of you today..Job 3:26 "I have no peace, no quietness. I have no rest, but only turmoil.
    And this is what I hope you come to realize in the coming days, weeks, months, years....
    James 1:2 states, “Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds.”
    I look at this verse and wonder what is he speaking to me about? Then I remember if I did not have trails then that would mean that I was not following God's plan for me, but my own as then the devil would not need to give me trials to spear me away from my saviour. God loves you, I love you, lot's of people love you...please know that we are all hurting for you. Dear God I ask that you bring Denise peace, quietness, rest and joy. Awaken her to the world that is outside of the sorrowful cocoon she is invisioning for herself. Bring her comfort in knowing that Steven is healed and their child is with at least one parent. Give her any anwsers she needs as you goes through this very difficult time. I pray this is Jesus name. Amen

  4. I ditto everything Sue said. I love you my friend!!