I keep telling myself he is angry, but not at me. Then I came across a note he had left me on the counter long ago that just said 'I love you'. I put it on the frig and each time I pass it I hear his voice tell me just that.
I'm telling God this is too hard. I don't like this life and was wondering if I could trade it in. I want to tell Steve he will get better soon, but instead, if anything, could only say, "Babe, don't worry, this will be over soon". How sad is that?