Friday, December 27, 2013
Anxiety is probably a natural state for a recent widow. While it's normal, I don't want to wallow in it. I don't want it to control me, I want to control it. So, I use medication. I thought I was weaning myself off quite nicely until it got closer to Christmas and all that goes with it. I reminded myself I'm usually a mess about this time anyway with out of town company staying, shopping, making gifts and winter storms. Then there is that little fact that I miss my husband dearly.