I have good days and bad days, like everyone I guess. But, inside is an empty spot that sometimes seems bigger than I am. I'm hit with the absence of Steven at odd times. This house holds over 20 years of laughter, arguing, making love, being sick and being healthy. There were times we had money and did things, and times we didn't and had fun at home.
This reminds me of wedding vows, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to have and to hold, from this day forward until death do we part. Well, we certainly did that.