July 15th, 2013, I wrote a post that once again asked God to change His mind about Steven's impeding death. I knew He held his life in His hands. I also trusted His judgment. Steve died 5 days later.
That day, it was as if the fog of cancer and pain lifted long enough for him to tell me things I needed to know about finances. That he waited until he was on his death bed to do this I'll never understand. But, the fact that he wasn't taken quickly leaving me in the dark about these things, I'll remain thankful for.