Why do I struggle with self-esteem issues? Yes, I've had criticism over my lifetime as everyone has. But, it's amazing, I can remember so clearly the place, time, person and words that were spoke negatively about me. I find myself replaying the scenario in my mind.
Now I've also had some definite build-up moments but I don't always remember those. Why is that, when it could be so beneficial?
It's very appealing to be around someone who is confident and not always belittling themselves about their weight, or lack of skills.
I actually think I'm okay. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder after all. Too bad my beholder is not here anymore. I'll have to be my own beholder.