As the end of 2014 comes to a close, I'm amazed at how time passes. I can say the year was one of growth for me. I've become more independent, as I grow further from Steve. We are separated by heaven and earth and although I still hear him respond in my head, it is becoming less and less.
Can we be too reliant on our spouse? I think I was. I expected him to rescue me as he always had. But that time is over and I want now to grow closer to The One who can truly rescue me in more ways than I can even imagine.
I look forward to the new year of 2015 with the anticipation of emerging more from my grief cocoon. Moth, or butterfly, it matters not...I am in God's hands.